My insta is "Jacjustice" - I know my "group" don't come here so I feel safe. I am teetering on the edge. I am so sick, but I think the sick just isn't me, but my brain. Please write me messages of hope. Please don't mention this site. I'd be mortified. I need tough love. I am bipolar so if I'm mean im sorry. Why am I up so late? Dang, too many pills. Help me. I will FREAK OUT if you bring this up. It's stupid. I shouldn't. I'm fat and should die. Forget me. Back to pretend happy......

Baby I love you...plz forgive me. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and only you.

Can't you feel my love? Can't you feel that I miss you and dream of you?

You're suffering now which makes me suffer too. I can tell you that I hope you feel better. I can tell you that I'm praying for you. I can tell you that you're in my thoughts. But after I do these things, I can tell that what I say doesn't really matter. It doesn't help. You are still suffering.

But guess what? You're surviving. You're making it through the pain. I admire you for that. Now I realize I can't really help, but I can cheer you on. I can be here waiting for you to need something for me. You're so strong that I doubt you ever will, but that is OK. That's why I love you.

You are worth more than you realize. You aren't just a person, you're a reason to get up in the morning. You bring more to the world than you think. Your laughter, your smile, your tears, they have meaning; they have an effect. Mental health doesn't define who you are, you may feel good or bad, or nothing at all, those feelings aren't WHO you are, you are more than how you feel. You may not believe in yourself, you may doubt everything you've just read, but I believe these words wholeheartedly. Don't give up on yourself, and if you do, know that I won't.

I'm offering a safe space for you to get stuff off your chest here. If you've got anything you just need to vent about, do it in the comments of this message

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Suz%u2019s beautiful blue eyes

Stay safe in quarantine, everyone, and try to get through it somehow. Take up a hobby, or do some crafting, that%u2019s helped me.

I usually don't feel sorry for single moms. I usually feel like they should have been more responsible. I usually feel like it is their fault for being in their situation all alone. With you it is different. You were with a jerk who left you to carry the load. You have done everything you can but you are struggling. I want to help you. You would never ask for help but you deserve some. Just let me know.. how can I help you?