I saw her briefly Christmas eve. I want her.

Good afternoon my love, I'm thinking about you today.

Your heart is beautiful and is bigger than even you realise sometimes! I wish you could see the beauty that you have within you like I do. I sometimes wish God had made me more like what you need in a human being. I know that everything will be ok though because everything changes. Even people. Love will find a way.

I hope you are well and had a fantastic Christmas and New Year.

I care for you so much. I wish I was your type of lover, I know i'm not. You deserve amazing things.

This is the last time I'm saying this stuff on these sites but it doesn't mean I won't feel this way. I sound like a broken record and must stop.

Good morning my love, I wish I had more to offer to you, and I'm sorry I have not spoken to you in some time. I miss you.

Well, one cam always dream.

Dont think youre not beautiful. Theres always something beautiful in a person, no matter how twisted.

The first time I saw you was when you said "Hi" in the hallway
I said "Hi" back
I felt happy
And I felt so light hearted!
That was 2 years ago
So much has happened between us.
I found out that you liked me, my heart soared
I started obsessing about things to comfort me
We are a few years apart
I love you now
But you like someone else
You came up to me one day and said
"I started getting into a fandom! I've been looking and ships and I love this certain one!"
I felt happy that someone understood how much you like something
But your heart still belongs to someone
Everyone thinks I'm a
depressed,
pathetic,
useless,
weak,
autistic
obsessive,
girl.
Deep down it's all a lie.
But it's true that you will also have my heart.
You make me feel like I belong somewhere
Thank you
For breaking my heart
Repairing it,
And finally destroying it.
I love you J.T
With love, S. X

I'm sorry Hannah. I love you so much, but I guess we can never be together again because I fell in love with you too much, and you're just not into love. You're into other things.