I know this page is for kindness, but tonight I want to use it for confession and hopefully relief. I was raised by the government & lived in 18 different homes. I repeatedly fell into the hands of predatory people. I slept with 34 men between the ages of 13 & 22. I lied a lot as a teenager. During the days I can't function & at night Insomnia is with me. I have PCOS & may be left childless. This grieves my heart. My past is stopping me from having a future. Men have ruined me all my life, until now. He is desperately trying to save me. To the people that tried for me, thank you. To the others, I think you may be winning.